i dont give a shit if no one reads this. but fuck all of you im tired of your self centered petty bullshit and the fact no one gives a fuck no one would care if i didnt speak to them tomorrow or the next day or the next day after that. the fact i even have to acknowledge the fact that you, in general, don’t give a shit about my daily life really fucks with my head and my heart and i am so...
happy fuckin' holidays!
so many emotions the past few weeks… what a holiday month
writing everyone off
i want to be. hurry up august!
I need to get off of my ass. Aside from the fact I am ridiculously lazy and fat these days, I realize that I am so lucky.
If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair that you know what you are falling in love with. You are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with trying to figure out what everyone thinks of me. You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant need to feel loved and appreciated, my overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be too clingy. You...
the rhumb line
so happy i let you go
i’ve been in a really shitty mood lately. i just want this to be over with already. i hate waiting
i had a good day. i love samantha cohen <3 i love being outsideeee
i'm trying to breathe. (without you)
andrew bird/matt pond pa
I love you both so much. I love this picture. I miss your laugh so much it hurts, what I would do to hear your laugh one more time. I miss the faces you used to make when you’d be surprised or happy about anything at all. I need that smile. I’m trying to hold it together for you. As you always used to say, “You’ll be alright, kid.” I know I will be someday soon,...
raw with love
as the palms wave, the ugly heavy palms, as the living does not arrive as the dead do not leave, I won’t blame you, instead I will remember the kisses our lips raw with love and how you gave me everything you had and how I offered you what was left of me, and I will remember your small room the feel of you the light in the window your records your books our morning coffee ...
get me out of here
i miss waking up to this this time of year
fuck this hurts so much. i’m still in shock.
I know this may seem a little morbid taking pictures of the cemetery where two of my grandparents are buried, but it looked so peaceful. It gave me some sort of comfort knowing they were resting this season. You looked so peaceful on monday, it didn’t even seem like it was you. I’m not used to seeing you look so calm, so at ease. I’m happy you are no longer suffering. I’m...
rant rant rant rant
I want to close my eyes and magically appear somewhere else, where nothing else exists but that time and place itself. My brain wants/needs quiet. I want out. I want fall to look like this again. Yesterday, I smiled for the first time in a very long time and meant it, only for a short moment. I never realized how weather could affect your mood so greatly. It gave me hope. I need to be...